power

ok, ok, one of these days I will get to right thinking and right action, and maybe I'll choose to stay in it. For now, I seem to take trips into my old thinking and revert to my old actions. They are very well ingrained so I suppose this is normal. I make a point though to stay in my new way of being "aware", and suddenly it gets painful and I realize that I'm not in my good place.

Relationships are the main "lesson area" or "growing area" for my life. Getting to the point where I can let go of co-dependancy has been a struggle. A painful struggle, when I insist on struggling. When I choose to let them flow, the experience is actually quite peaceful and I experience moments of bliss.

One of my goals for myself, is to achieve inter-dependency. We truly are all connected in this life and; at the same time, we truly are alone with our own reality and experience.

I read an article last night on 4th dimensional relationships. Quite interesting and a really good read. One of the points that really resonated with me; is that we are all responsible for our own experience. Our pain, no-one else is causing it; we are choosing it. We can choose joy; we can choose sadness; we can even choose depression. At the bottom line though; we are choosing. That is very powerful.