Sunday, November 20, 2005
power
ok, ok, one of these days I will get to right thinking and right action, and maybe I'll choose to stay in it. For now, I seem to take trips into my old thinking and revert to my old actions. They are very well ingrained so I suppose this is normal. I make a point though to stay in my new way of being "aware", and suddenly it gets painful and I realize that I'm not in my good place.
Relationships are the main "lesson area" or "growing area" for my life. Getting to the point where I can let go of co-dependancy has been a struggle. A painful struggle, when I insist on struggling. When I choose to let them flow, the experience is actually quite peaceful and I experience moments of bliss.
One of my goals for myself, is to achieve inter-dependency. We truly are all connected in this life and; at the same time, we truly are alone with our own reality and experience.
I read an article last night on 4th dimensional relationships. Quite interesting and a really good read. One of the points that really resonated with me; is that we are all responsible for our own experience. Our pain, no-one else is causing it; we are choosing it. We can choose joy; we can choose sadness; we can even choose depression. At the bottom line though; we are choosing. That is very powerful.
Relationships are the main "lesson area" or "growing area" for my life. Getting to the point where I can let go of co-dependancy has been a struggle. A painful struggle, when I insist on struggling. When I choose to let them flow, the experience is actually quite peaceful and I experience moments of bliss.
One of my goals for myself, is to achieve inter-dependency. We truly are all connected in this life and; at the same time, we truly are alone with our own reality and experience.
I read an article last night on 4th dimensional relationships. Quite interesting and a really good read. One of the points that really resonated with me; is that we are all responsible for our own experience. Our pain, no-one else is causing it; we are choosing it. We can choose joy; we can choose sadness; we can even choose depression. At the bottom line though; we are choosing. That is very powerful.
Joy
Joy
Joy is the serious business of heaven.
If the world was run on 'giggle juice' just
think of the fun we could have every day!!
Have you ever watched a tiny baby
only a few hours old 'smile'.
She/he can't focus, can't talk, and can't
move around too well.
We are not aware if she has
'deep thoughts' or fun thoughts.
But there she lies, content, and smiling.
Her joy is because she feels safe,
loved, needed and wanted.
When we next awake to greet a new dawn,
let us be like this child
and feel the joy given by our creator
and let us express it in the
only way we know how.
Let us be serious about spreading the
joy of our creation.
Reproduced with kind permission from Angeline O'Neill
© 2005 Angelonline
This work is licensed under a Creative Commons License.
Joy is the serious business of heaven.
If the world was run on 'giggle juice' just
think of the fun we could have every day!!
Have you ever watched a tiny baby
only a few hours old 'smile'.
She/he can't focus, can't talk, and can't
move around too well.
We are not aware if she has
'deep thoughts' or fun thoughts.
But there she lies, content, and smiling.
Her joy is because she feels safe,
loved, needed and wanted.
When we next awake to greet a new dawn,
let us be like this child
and feel the joy given by our creator
and let us express it in the
only way we know how.
Let us be serious about spreading the
joy of our creation.
Reproduced with kind permission from Angeline O'Neill
© 2005 Angelonline
This work is licensed under a Creative Commons License.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
My new blog
Here's my new blog. Hahaa I just discovered blogs yesterday. Heard of them for the 1st time last week. This morning I have a challenge for myself, blog myself authentic. This last year I've gone thru a change. My best friend Carl calls it my transformation, my other best friend Ida says i'm becoming a healer and is quite freaked out i believe (about me dealing with experiences he calls supernatural); i'm considering this my evolution. Whatever name best describes it is irrelevant, a simple fact of this process though.. is that who i am, is a brand new person. friends and family have been drifting away, sometimes gently, sometimes with a fury.. they don't know this new person. some like her, some not. Here; i am posting myself onto the internet. my hopes, dreams, experiences. This is the authentic "me". I'm discovering myself everyday, feeling like this is a brand new life; that i've only just begun experiencing. Maybe you'll gain something from something that will be written here. And, maybe not. There is no purpose for this blog, other than to challenge myself to publish what is authentic to me, onto the web.